Why Was Paul's Initial Experience as a Christian So Difficult?

Direct Answer

Yes, Paul's initial experience as a Christian was difficult because he faced immediate persecution and had to flee for his life.

According to Les Feldick, God told Ananias that Paul would suffer great things for His name's sake (Acts 9:16), and Paul's life of suffering and fear began immediately as he had to flee. This difficulty was part of God's preparation for Paul to spread the Gospel of Grace, and it continued throughout his ministry.

Key Scriptures

Acts 9:16 — This verse directly states that Paul (Saul) would suffer great things for Christ's name, explaining the source of his difficulties.

What Does the Bible Say?

The Bible records that immediately after his conversion, Saul began to preach Christ in the synagogues, but the Jews sought to kill him, and he had to escape by being let down in a basket (Acts 9:20-25). God told Ananias, "For I will shew him how great things he must suffer for my name's sake" (Acts 9:16). Later, Paul himself testified of his sufferings: "In journeyings often, in perils of waters, in perils of robbers, in perils by mine own countrymen, in perils by the heathen, in perils in the city, in perils in the wilderness, in perils in the sea, in perils among false brethren" (2 Corinthians 11:26). He also spoke of "the care of all the churches" (2 Corinthians 11:28).

What Does Les Feldick Teach About Paul's Difficult Beginning?

Les Feldick teaches that Paul's initial experience as a Christian was difficult because God immediately commissioned him to suffer for Christ's name. In [Clip 5], Les explains that God told Ananias that Paul would suffer great things, and Paul himself caused much suffering to believers before his conversion, which weighed on him. Les also emphasizes in [Clip 3] that after his encounter on the Damascus road, Paul became an unstoppable force, but he faced constant discouragement and persecution. Furthermore, [Clip 2] reveals that Paul had to spend time (possibly three years in Arabia) to get Judaism out of his system, which was a difficult process. This suffering was part of God's preparation for Paul's unique ministry to the Gentiles.

What Was the Role of Persecution in Paul's Early Christian Life?

Les Feldick notes that God told Ananias that Paul would suffer great things for His name's sake, and immediately Paul had to flee for his life. His life of suffering and fear began right away, which was part of preparing him to spread the Gospel of Grace. Les also points out that Paul was driven from city to city and was persecuted, but he was not forsaken; the Lord promised him, "I have much people in this city" (Acts 18:10).

How Did Paul's Past Persecution of Christians Affect Him?

Les Feldick explains that Paul (then Saul) had been a fierce persecutor of Jewish believers, forcing them to blaspheme or be put to death. After his conversion, the realization that he had been persecuting the Lord Himself weighed heavily on him, and he never got over it. Paul considered himself the least of the apostles because he had persecuted the church (1 Corinthians 15:9).

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Getting Judaism Out of His System

Les explains that Paul likely spent three years in Arabia to get Judaism out of his system, a difficult process that prepared him for his grace-based ministry.

Unstoppable Yet Discouraged

Les shows that after his conversion, Paul became an unstoppable dynamo, but he had times of discouragement and was burdened with the care of the churches.

Paul's Sorrow Over Persecution

Les teaches that Paul was beaten down by the realization that he had persecuted the Lord and never fully got over it, calling himself the least of the apostles.

God's Commission to Suffer

Les teaches that God told Ananias Paul would suffer great things for Christ's name, and that Paul's past persecution of believers was the groundwork for his own suffering.

Why God's Strength Is Made Perfect in Weakness — 2 Corinthians 12:9

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Persecuted but Not Forsaken

Les notes that Paul was persecuted and driven from city to city, but he never gave up, and the Lord promised to be with him.

Bible Verses

Acts 9:16: For I will shew him how great things he must suffer for my name's sake.

This verse is God's direct statement to Ananias about Paul, revealing that suffering was part of God's plan for him.

2 Corinthians 11:26: In journeyings often, in perils of waters, in perils of robbers, in perils by mine own countrymen, in perils by the heathen, in perils in the city, in perils in the wilderness, in perils in the sea, in perils among false brethren;

Paul lists the many physical dangers he faced, illustrating the difficulty of his ministry.

2 Corinthians 11:28: Beside those things that are without, that which cometh upon me daily, the care of all the churches.

Paul mentions the daily concern for the churches, adding to the burden he carried.

1 Corinthians 15:9: For I am the least of the apostles, that am not meet to be called an apostle, because I persecuted the church of God.

Paul acknowledges his past persecution, showing the ongoing sorrow it caused him.

Frequently Asked Questions

Why did Paul have to flee for his life immediately after his conversion?

After his conversion, Paul began preaching Christ in the synagogues, which angered the Jews, and they plotted to kill him. Les Feldick notes that this immediate persecution was part of God's plan, as God had told Ananias that Paul would suffer great things for His name's sake.

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